November 21, 2012
November 10, 2012
昨天, 什么日子....?
从星期五到今天都一直 emo.... Violin 课上都没拉过一首完整的歌.... 就连老师, 都看得出我不开心.... 也许, 我真的没有办法再掩饰下去吧....
第四年了, 原来妈咪离开我都有那么久了.... Daddy 从星期四就没回家睡.... 弟弟在星期五晚上就去了camp... 又是我自己一个人在家.... 虽然我都已经习惯, 但是还是会有不开心的时候.... 尤其第二天就是妈咪的死忌....
好像都没有人记得昨天是妈咪的死忌..... Daddy 不记得, 弟弟不记得, 姨姨不记得, 表妹, 也不记得..... 我没有刻意去提醒他们.... 也许他们不记得, 是件好事吧.... 虽然昨天是妈咪的死忌, 但我还是像平常一样, 一早起来, 做工, 教书.... 回到家就做家务, 做 assignment, 不让自己想得太多.... 然而, 无论我再忙, 再努力不去想昨天是什么日子, 我还是没有办法忘记....
我放下笔, 走到冰箱, 拿出了那包四年前买给妈咪的 kitkat, 一直看, 一直看..... 我还记得那包 kitkat 是我用自己的钱买的.... 我买回来不久, 妈咪就不行了, 都来不及吃我买给她的kitkat..... 我就这样傻傻的收了四年.... 除了 yee hin, 没有人知道我竟然偷偷把它收在冰箱那么久.... 虽然那包 kitkat 早已过期, 但我还是不忍心把它给丢了....
我真的好想, 好想, 好想妈咪....... 妈咪, 你现在在哪里? 你最近还好吗? 妈咪, 你有想我吗.....?
第四年了, 原来妈咪离开我都有那么久了.... Daddy 从星期四就没回家睡.... 弟弟在星期五晚上就去了camp... 又是我自己一个人在家.... 虽然我都已经习惯, 但是还是会有不开心的时候.... 尤其第二天就是妈咪的死忌....
好像都没有人记得昨天是妈咪的死忌..... Daddy 不记得, 弟弟不记得, 姨姨不记得, 表妹, 也不记得..... 我没有刻意去提醒他们.... 也许他们不记得, 是件好事吧.... 虽然昨天是妈咪的死忌, 但我还是像平常一样, 一早起来, 做工, 教书.... 回到家就做家务, 做 assignment, 不让自己想得太多.... 然而, 无论我再忙, 再努力不去想昨天是什么日子, 我还是没有办法忘记....
我放下笔, 走到冰箱, 拿出了那包四年前买给妈咪的 kitkat, 一直看, 一直看..... 我还记得那包 kitkat 是我用自己的钱买的.... 我买回来不久, 妈咪就不行了, 都来不及吃我买给她的kitkat..... 我就这样傻傻的收了四年.... 除了 yee hin, 没有人知道我竟然偷偷把它收在冰箱那么久.... 虽然那包 kitkat 早已过期, 但我还是不忍心把它给丢了....
我真的好想, 好想, 好想妈咪....... 妈咪, 你现在在哪里? 你最近还好吗? 妈咪, 你有想我吗.....?
September 29, 2012
August 29, 2012
想妈咪的一天.....
今天无所事事, 便到房间找了很多相簿, 坐在房间一页一页的看.....
也数不清自己看了多少张照片..... 我只知道, 越看, 就越想起妈咪; 越看, 流的泪就越多.....
我突然觉得... 妈咪的样子已在我的脑海里渐渐的模糊....
我很害怕... 我拼了命的一直在找有妈咪样子的照片, 从相簿到电话, 从电话到电脑....
眼看着那些照片, 心里就有种着说不出口的痛....
那些痛就好像刀子一样, 一次又一次地捅进我的心, 然后再狠狠的拔出来....
我告诉自己.... 我一定不可以把妈咪的样子给忘记..... 一定不可以!!!!
妈咪, 我真的好想你.... 我真的好想再见你!!!
也数不清自己看了多少张照片..... 我只知道, 越看, 就越想起妈咪; 越看, 流的泪就越多.....
我突然觉得... 妈咪的样子已在我的脑海里渐渐的模糊....
我很害怕... 我拼了命的一直在找有妈咪样子的照片, 从相簿到电话, 从电话到电脑....
眼看着那些照片, 心里就有种着说不出口的痛....
那些痛就好像刀子一样, 一次又一次地捅进我的心, 然后再狠狠的拔出来....
我告诉自己.... 我一定不可以把妈咪的样子给忘记..... 一定不可以!!!!
妈咪, 我真的好想你.... 我真的好想再见你!!!
August 23, 2012
June 15, 2012
Wedding party + Wedding dinner of Elaynne
On 25 of May, Yee Hin invited Xin Yin, Sin Yee, Hau Yee and I to her house due to her sister is going to marry the next day... (Of course there are many more are invited but I just mention for my gang lar... ^.^ )
It was a Friday night.... I was decided to bring Xin Yin to Yee Hin house and Sin Yee will follow my car to there also before I attend my gu zheng class but....... seems like my plan was not successful..... Im not only an hour late for my class.... I also never show Xin Yin they all the way to Yee Hin's house.... ><''' At last I drop Xin Yin at Chatime and meet Sin Yee and Hau Yee while I quickly speed up to my gu zheng class..... I rushed to Selayang Mall right after my class and went to Yee Hin house with them. We had dinner at Yee Hin's house and have a talk with Yee Hin's sister before we head home.... =)
I brought Ching Wern and Xin Yin to Sin Yee house on the next day due to 4 of us will attend Yee Hin's sister's wedding dinner.... we do brought a lot of things to Sin Yee house.... Err.... such as.... Nice nice de clothes, nail polish, high heel shoes..... bla bla bla.... haha...
< Well, a lots of things had happened during the wedding dinner, but I really lazy to type it out... Never mind lo hor??? haha... XD >
We do went to Green apple restaurant and have our supper... eat EAT EAT!!! haha....After that..... pity me lu.... be their driver and bring them home again..... >.<'''
Nice make-up day with them.... Wanna attend this kind of event again!!! haha... XD
It was a Friday night.... I was decided to bring Xin Yin to Yee Hin house and Sin Yee will follow my car to there also before I attend my gu zheng class but....... seems like my plan was not successful..... Im not only an hour late for my class.... I also never show Xin Yin they all the way to Yee Hin's house.... ><''' At last I drop Xin Yin at Chatime and meet Sin Yee and Hau Yee while I quickly speed up to my gu zheng class..... I rushed to Selayang Mall right after my class and went to Yee Hin house with them. We had dinner at Yee Hin's house and have a talk with Yee Hin's sister before we head home.... =)
I brought Ching Wern and Xin Yin to Sin Yee house on the next day due to 4 of us will attend Yee Hin's sister's wedding dinner.... we do brought a lot of things to Sin Yee house.... Err.... such as.... Nice nice de clothes, nail polish, high heel shoes..... bla bla bla.... haha...
< Well, a lots of things had happened during the wedding dinner, but I really lazy to type it out... Never mind lo hor??? haha... XD >
We do went to Green apple restaurant and have our supper... eat EAT EAT!!! haha....After that..... pity me lu.... be their driver and bring them home again..... >.<'''
Nice make-up day with them.... Wanna attend this kind of event again!!! haha... XD
June 8, 2012
我要用华语写 blog 啦.... X)
Whats wrong with using chinese to write a blog???
Why am I not using chinese to write my blog???
Im a Chinese what..... >.<'''
Haha... So....
From today onwards.....
I'll make my blog to Chinese and English version.....
since "Malaysian" speak ROJAK language what.... XD
华语版本的部落格.... 我来啦!!!!! ^.^
Why am I not using chinese to write my blog???
Im a Chinese what..... >.<'''
Haha... So....
From today onwards.....
I'll make my blog to Chinese and English version.....
since "Malaysian" speak ROJAK language what.... XD
华语版本的部落格.... 我来啦!!!!! ^.^
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