November 21, 2012
November 10, 2012
昨天, 什么日子....?
从星期五到今天都一直 emo.... Violin 课上都没拉过一首完整的歌.... 就连老师, 都看得出我不开心.... 也许, 我真的没有办法再掩饰下去吧....
第四年了, 原来妈咪离开我都有那么久了.... Daddy 从星期四就没回家睡.... 弟弟在星期五晚上就去了camp... 又是我自己一个人在家.... 虽然我都已经习惯, 但是还是会有不开心的时候.... 尤其第二天就是妈咪的死忌....
好像都没有人记得昨天是妈咪的死忌..... Daddy 不记得, 弟弟不记得, 姨姨不记得, 表妹, 也不记得..... 我没有刻意去提醒他们.... 也许他们不记得, 是件好事吧.... 虽然昨天是妈咪的死忌, 但我还是像平常一样, 一早起来, 做工, 教书.... 回到家就做家务, 做 assignment, 不让自己想得太多.... 然而, 无论我再忙, 再努力不去想昨天是什么日子, 我还是没有办法忘记....
我放下笔, 走到冰箱, 拿出了那包四年前买给妈咪的 kitkat, 一直看, 一直看..... 我还记得那包 kitkat 是我用自己的钱买的.... 我买回来不久, 妈咪就不行了, 都来不及吃我买给她的kitkat..... 我就这样傻傻的收了四年.... 除了 yee hin, 没有人知道我竟然偷偷把它收在冰箱那么久.... 虽然那包 kitkat 早已过期, 但我还是不忍心把它给丢了....
我真的好想, 好想, 好想妈咪....... 妈咪, 你现在在哪里? 你最近还好吗? 妈咪, 你有想我吗.....?
第四年了, 原来妈咪离开我都有那么久了.... Daddy 从星期四就没回家睡.... 弟弟在星期五晚上就去了camp... 又是我自己一个人在家.... 虽然我都已经习惯, 但是还是会有不开心的时候.... 尤其第二天就是妈咪的死忌....
好像都没有人记得昨天是妈咪的死忌..... Daddy 不记得, 弟弟不记得, 姨姨不记得, 表妹, 也不记得..... 我没有刻意去提醒他们.... 也许他们不记得, 是件好事吧.... 虽然昨天是妈咪的死忌, 但我还是像平常一样, 一早起来, 做工, 教书.... 回到家就做家务, 做 assignment, 不让自己想得太多.... 然而, 无论我再忙, 再努力不去想昨天是什么日子, 我还是没有办法忘记....
我放下笔, 走到冰箱, 拿出了那包四年前买给妈咪的 kitkat, 一直看, 一直看..... 我还记得那包 kitkat 是我用自己的钱买的.... 我买回来不久, 妈咪就不行了, 都来不及吃我买给她的kitkat..... 我就这样傻傻的收了四年.... 除了 yee hin, 没有人知道我竟然偷偷把它收在冰箱那么久.... 虽然那包 kitkat 早已过期, 但我还是不忍心把它给丢了....
我真的好想, 好想, 好想妈咪....... 妈咪, 你现在在哪里? 你最近还好吗? 妈咪, 你有想我吗.....?
September 29, 2012
August 29, 2012
想妈咪的一天.....
今天无所事事, 便到房间找了很多相簿, 坐在房间一页一页的看.....
也数不清自己看了多少张照片..... 我只知道, 越看, 就越想起妈咪; 越看, 流的泪就越多.....
我突然觉得... 妈咪的样子已在我的脑海里渐渐的模糊....
我很害怕... 我拼了命的一直在找有妈咪样子的照片, 从相簿到电话, 从电话到电脑....
眼看着那些照片, 心里就有种着说不出口的痛....
那些痛就好像刀子一样, 一次又一次地捅进我的心, 然后再狠狠的拔出来....
我告诉自己.... 我一定不可以把妈咪的样子给忘记..... 一定不可以!!!!
妈咪, 我真的好想你.... 我真的好想再见你!!!
也数不清自己看了多少张照片..... 我只知道, 越看, 就越想起妈咪; 越看, 流的泪就越多.....
我突然觉得... 妈咪的样子已在我的脑海里渐渐的模糊....
我很害怕... 我拼了命的一直在找有妈咪样子的照片, 从相簿到电话, 从电话到电脑....
眼看着那些照片, 心里就有种着说不出口的痛....
那些痛就好像刀子一样, 一次又一次地捅进我的心, 然后再狠狠的拔出来....
我告诉自己.... 我一定不可以把妈咪的样子给忘记..... 一定不可以!!!!
妈咪, 我真的好想你.... 我真的好想再见你!!!
August 23, 2012
June 15, 2012
Wedding party + Wedding dinner of Elaynne
On 25 of May, Yee Hin invited Xin Yin, Sin Yee, Hau Yee and I to her house due to her sister is going to marry the next day... (Of course there are many more are invited but I just mention for my gang lar... ^.^ )
It was a Friday night.... I was decided to bring Xin Yin to Yee Hin house and Sin Yee will follow my car to there also before I attend my gu zheng class but....... seems like my plan was not successful..... Im not only an hour late for my class.... I also never show Xin Yin they all the way to Yee Hin's house.... ><''' At last I drop Xin Yin at Chatime and meet Sin Yee and Hau Yee while I quickly speed up to my gu zheng class..... I rushed to Selayang Mall right after my class and went to Yee Hin house with them. We had dinner at Yee Hin's house and have a talk with Yee Hin's sister before we head home.... =)
I brought Ching Wern and Xin Yin to Sin Yee house on the next day due to 4 of us will attend Yee Hin's sister's wedding dinner.... we do brought a lot of things to Sin Yee house.... Err.... such as.... Nice nice de clothes, nail polish, high heel shoes..... bla bla bla.... haha...
< Well, a lots of things had happened during the wedding dinner, but I really lazy to type it out... Never mind lo hor??? haha... XD >
We do went to Green apple restaurant and have our supper... eat EAT EAT!!! haha....After that..... pity me lu.... be their driver and bring them home again..... >.<'''
Nice make-up day with them.... Wanna attend this kind of event again!!! haha... XD
It was a Friday night.... I was decided to bring Xin Yin to Yee Hin house and Sin Yee will follow my car to there also before I attend my gu zheng class but....... seems like my plan was not successful..... Im not only an hour late for my class.... I also never show Xin Yin they all the way to Yee Hin's house.... ><''' At last I drop Xin Yin at Chatime and meet Sin Yee and Hau Yee while I quickly speed up to my gu zheng class..... I rushed to Selayang Mall right after my class and went to Yee Hin house with them. We had dinner at Yee Hin's house and have a talk with Yee Hin's sister before we head home.... =)
I brought Ching Wern and Xin Yin to Sin Yee house on the next day due to 4 of us will attend Yee Hin's sister's wedding dinner.... we do brought a lot of things to Sin Yee house.... Err.... such as.... Nice nice de clothes, nail polish, high heel shoes..... bla bla bla.... haha...
< Well, a lots of things had happened during the wedding dinner, but I really lazy to type it out... Never mind lo hor??? haha... XD >
We do went to Green apple restaurant and have our supper... eat EAT EAT!!! haha....After that..... pity me lu.... be their driver and bring them home again..... >.<'''
Nice make-up day with them.... Wanna attend this kind of event again!!! haha... XD
June 8, 2012
我要用华语写 blog 啦.... X)
Whats wrong with using chinese to write a blog???
Why am I not using chinese to write my blog???
Im a Chinese what..... >.<'''
Haha... So....
From today onwards.....
I'll make my blog to Chinese and English version.....
since "Malaysian" speak ROJAK language what.... XD
华语版本的部落格.... 我来啦!!!!! ^.^
Why am I not using chinese to write my blog???
Im a Chinese what..... >.<'''
Haha... So....
From today onwards.....
I'll make my blog to Chinese and English version.....
since "Malaysian" speak ROJAK language what.... XD
华语版本的部落格.... 我来啦!!!!! ^.^
April 24, 2012
A day to Melissa's house...
On 10th of april, Melissa invited me and Xin Yin to her house and play... hehe...
We reach Melissa house at about 1.45pm and chit chat non-stop til we felt hungry... haha... Melissa then bring us to Sunway Giza and have our lunch there... We walk around the mall and finally we decided to have our lunch at Nando's.... If I'm not mistaken, we stay at the restaurant for more than an hour just to finish our lunch, drinks, chit chat and also taking pictures.... hehe... Due to Xin Yin's drinks and mine are refillable, so we do drink a lot at there... X)
After we left Sunway Giza, we walk to the near by dessert shop and bought 3 bowl of snowflakes... At first we planned to eat there but all of us are too full with the Nando's drink.... haha, so we decided to take away... Hmm... I forgotten what we have done at Melissa house after we went back but I do remember that... about after an hour, we took out the snow flakes from the fridge and it was as hard as a rock!! Yii~~ but all of us manage finish it at last... hahahaa... We then play for a while together with Vesper after finished our dessert...
Xin Yin and I went back to our house at about 7.30pm.... It was really a tiring day.... but it was nice.... =)
We reach Melissa house at about 1.45pm and chit chat non-stop til we felt hungry... haha... Melissa then bring us to Sunway Giza and have our lunch there... We walk around the mall and finally we decided to have our lunch at Nando's.... If I'm not mistaken, we stay at the restaurant for more than an hour just to finish our lunch, drinks, chit chat and also taking pictures.... hehe... Due to Xin Yin's drinks and mine are refillable, so we do drink a lot at there... X)
After we left Sunway Giza, we walk to the near by dessert shop and bought 3 bowl of snowflakes... At first we planned to eat there but all of us are too full with the Nando's drink.... haha, so we decided to take away... Hmm... I forgotten what we have done at Melissa house after we went back but I do remember that... about after an hour, we took out the snow flakes from the fridge and it was as hard as a rock!! Yii~~ but all of us manage finish it at last... hahahaa... We then play for a while together with Vesper after finished our dessert...
Xin Yin and I went back to our house at about 7.30pm.... It was really a tiring day.... but it was nice.... =)
April 4, 2012
The Month Of February
It has been a long time I never update my blog after CNY..
Many things happened within this few months.... the happy ones.... the sad ones.....
Just want to simply describe that what had happened this few months.... =)
Case 1
Well, Sin Yee and I had went to the Ikano on the 1st of January 2012. We were shopping at there from 1pm to 4 something... We did bought a lot of things from there.... ^^ We had our lunch at Ikea with 6 curry puff and also a glass of Mountain Dew... haha....
We then change our target to the Kepong's Jusco... and continue shopping at there... haha... We went back to my house and have our grandmother stories after shopping for so long..... after that... she went back to her house at about 7 something...
That day was really a nice shopping day... X)
Case 2
Xin Yin, Yee Hin, Hau Yee, Sin Yee and I have our trip to Penang Island on 5th of February... We meet each other at Kepong's KTM and went to Penang by bus. We reach there at about 2 something and we met with Zui Kok (Sin Yee's friend) and also my grandma at the bus station... ^^
We planned to swim at U-park on the 1st day... but.... seems like we not that lucky... ><''' so.... no swimming on the first day... but we do spent our time with all those exercise accessory that provide there... We then went to Kek Lok Si at night... We have to go through a very long traffic jam before we reach there... It was really a very tiring day... but... "someone" said that not to waste her holiday... so... we decided to go Queensbay mall and have our karaoke night at there... If not mistaken... we stay there til 2 something in the morning... *When we reached home, my grandma though that we just woke up... haha...
We then went to the Bukit Bendera the next day... nothing much to talk about there but we did took a lot of pictures at there... We also went to swim at auntie Rose's apartment in the afternoon and we straight away went for 抛柑 at night after our dinner... We all then leave Penang on the third day in the morning...
Well, for me... this trip is not that bad.... I do hope that we can have our next trip soon.. =)
Many things happened within this few months.... the happy ones.... the sad ones.....
Just want to simply describe that what had happened this few months.... =)
Case 1
Well, Sin Yee and I had went to the Ikano on the 1st of January 2012. We were shopping at there from 1pm to 4 something... We did bought a lot of things from there.... ^^ We had our lunch at Ikea with 6 curry puff and also a glass of Mountain Dew... haha....
We then change our target to the Kepong's Jusco... and continue shopping at there... haha... We went back to my house and have our grandmother stories after shopping for so long..... after that... she went back to her house at about 7 something...
That day was really a nice shopping day... X)
Case 2
Xin Yin, Yee Hin, Hau Yee, Sin Yee and I have our trip to Penang Island on 5th of February... We meet each other at Kepong's KTM and went to Penang by bus. We reach there at about 2 something and we met with Zui Kok (Sin Yee's friend) and also my grandma at the bus station... ^^
We planned to swim at U-park on the 1st day... but.... seems like we not that lucky... ><''' so.... no swimming on the first day... but we do spent our time with all those exercise accessory that provide there... We then went to Kek Lok Si at night... We have to go through a very long traffic jam before we reach there... It was really a very tiring day... but... "someone" said that not to waste her holiday... so... we decided to go Queensbay mall and have our karaoke night at there... If not mistaken... we stay there til 2 something in the morning... *When we reached home, my grandma though that we just woke up... haha...
We then went to the Bukit Bendera the next day... nothing much to talk about there but we did took a lot of pictures at there... We also went to swim at auntie Rose's apartment in the afternoon and we straight away went for 抛柑 at night after our dinner... We all then leave Penang on the third day in the morning...
January 27, 2012
Gong Xi Fa Cai~
Yay, It was Chinese New Year!!!! I'm here to wish every chinese a Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Gong Xi!!! ^o^ As usual... I celebrate with Xin Yin & Yee Hin Yin at 年初一 at a mamak restaurant.. Yee Hin came to my house and have a chat in my room before we head to Xin Yin's house.. Hmm... We stay there til 1 something (if I'm not mistaken... xp)
I get a lot of $$ in this CNY, Yay!!!! BUT.... seems like my God don't want me to keep my $$ inside the bank... so.... he 'make' my computer spoil in time..., "maX'is" charged me a lot of $$!!! My phone got problemS and I have to waste money to buy a new one!! haiz.... my MONEY!!!!!!!!! X) Hmmm!!!
No choice lo.... who ask that I need them a lot....???
Well, here to wish everyone again a Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai ya~ X)
PS: Yee Hin can drive better now but still scaring others!! Muahahaha!!! xp
I get a lot of $$ in this CNY, Yay!!!! BUT.... seems like my God don't want me to keep my $$ inside the bank... so.... he 'make' my computer spoil in time..., "maX'is" charged me a lot of $$!!! My phone got problemS and I have to waste money to buy a new one!! haiz.... my MONEY!!!!!!!!! X) Hmmm!!!
No choice lo.... who ask that I need them a lot....???
Well, here to wish everyone again a Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! Gong Xi Fa Cai ya~ X)
PS: Yee Hin can drive better now but still scaring others!! Muahahaha!!! xp
January 13, 2012
A new start with them... =)
Still remember what you did on the 1st of January 2012??? Well... That day I was alone at house.... doing nothing... then suddenly my beloved brother asked me to bring him to the selayang's station 1 due to he wanna celebrate the new year together with Shirley's brother (Ronaldo)... Then... there's a plan come to my mind.... why don't I go celebrate with my friends too??? then... I quickly pick up my phone and call Yee Hin & Xin Yin to join me.... And due to station 1 is "Bao Pang", then we change our destination to >>>> Stolen Restaurant!!!
I 1st go and bring Victor and Ronaldo... then go and fetch Yee Hin.... then I straight away go to the stolen restaurant cause Xin Yin is enjoying herself at Tesco... and she will go and meet us afterwards... 4 of us never reach our destination on time... and we all count down inside my car~ ahaha~~!!!
Xin Yin & us reach at the same time~ So NGAM geh~ XD Then we started ENJOY the wonderful night... we ate cheese cake, drink mushroom soup, drink cappuccino... bla bla bla...... then we started share ourgrandmother story thoughts again~~~~ We stay there until 2am... then we leave... again.... I'm always the driver to send ALL of them back to their house... ><'''|
It was really a wonderful night, a wonderful start of year 2012.... hope that we can celebrate together again the next year.... (If the world haven reach to the end... xp)
I 1st go and bring Victor and Ronaldo... then go and fetch Yee Hin.... then I straight away go to the stolen restaurant cause Xin Yin is enjoying herself at Tesco... and she will go and meet us afterwards... 4 of us never reach our destination on time... and we all count down inside my car~ ahaha~~!!!
Xin Yin & us reach at the same time~ So NGAM geh~ XD Then we started ENJOY the wonderful night... we ate cheese cake, drink mushroom soup, drink cappuccino... bla bla bla...... then we started share our
It was really a wonderful night, a wonderful start of year 2012.... hope that we can celebrate together again the next year.... (If the world haven reach to the end... xp)
January 11, 2012
Everyday Im suffering.... =(
Finally............... EXAM IS OVER!!!!! OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!!! Have been waiting this moment for loooooong time!!! Well, I really feel a lot of stress during these exam days..... Almost cry out everyday... I only can fall asleep after 2 o'clock everyday... That kind of feeling really CHAM DOU......... Feel like killing myslef so that I can escape from all those stree.... There is one time... Jia Yi came to my house.... and I just cannot control myself and cried infront of her.... Wa.... now recalls back.... feel like stupid... XD
Well... It's over now..... and I can really let my hair down during this "long" holiday~ X)
*Facing the ceiling & shout out loud : HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
Yay!!! Have been waiting this moment for loooooong time!!! Well, I really feel a lot of stress during these exam days..... Almost cry out everyday... I only can fall asleep after 2 o'clock everyday... That kind of feeling really CHAM DOU......... Feel like killing myslef so that I can escape from all those stree.... There is one time... Jia Yi came to my house.... and I just cannot control myself and cried infront of her.... Wa.... now recalls back.... feel like stupid... XD
Well... It's over now..... and I can really let my hair down during this "long" holiday~ X)
*Facing the ceiling & shout out loud : HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
This is what the EXAM brings to me.... This happened to my lips too... PITYNYA~ ><'''
January 3, 2012
A New Year, A New Start!! ^.^
I read all the post I had posted over the months... I come to know, how funny all these event had happened in my life. Well, it is a new year... I wanna to start anew!!! This year, I will do better. Of course not too obsessed with it. X)
Gambateh!!!
Gambateh!!!
January 1, 2012
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